do you think it's possible to trust people ever again after going through something traumatic?..i mean i trust people just guys are soo...i don't know, i guess I'm just afraid of falling and getting hurt again..i'm scared you know..
guess a little time in Ohio will help..normally I would post this on my LJ but there are people on there that would freak out.
Don't get me wrong, I think this new guy is great..and there may be nothing wrong with him, but I just..i can't trust him entirely and I don't know that I ever will. I don't know...I guess I'll just pray about it. I won't just put my heart out there open for everyone anymore. at least not for a while.
It's hard to trust and love people when you know that they've lied (he hasn't yet. but i know he will someday..everyone lies) and I've forgiven just about all of my friends for something stupid that they've done..this last one hit to close to the heart though..
with love (and Merry Christmas),
Alyssa
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