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Monday, 25 May 2009

  • yeah

    So everyone else is adding to their xanga and i'm just killing time until my class starts at 9! So Danielle, bless her, happened to post a new survey thing yesterday I think..so since I always use them..ta da. p.s. I haven't slept in a looong time so I'm guessing this could be deep.

    Have you ever made out in bathroom?
    ...kind of...not really. long story

    Is this year the best year of your life?
    definitely no. better than some though

    Think back to June 2007, were you single?
    nope

    When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
    number 2 would be..my cousin Sam I think . That would've been in April

    What are you doing tomorrow?
    hmm..school...and homework yep no classes though so yay!

    If someone is doing something that upsets you, do you tell them?
    98% of the time yes

    How was your weekend?
    long. I didn't sleep much

    Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night? Why?
    well in a way yes..

    Are you closer with your siblings or cousins?
    depends on the day

    How many things do you own from American Eagle?
    not much. I don't shop there often.

    Is there anyone you would throw in front of a bus?
    haha..umm no

    When did you last cry?
    last night. freaking school is stressing me out so much

    How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
    umm 15 minutes. 25 if I have to blow dry my hair. If I have a long time and no where to go i could maybe take 45 minutes?..virtual school kind of changes the way you operate in the mornings

    Who was the last person’s house you went to besides your own?
    hmm..either Britts or Michelle's I think

    Have you told anybody you loved them today?
    yes..my entire flist

    Do you plan on moving out in the next year?
    College in about a year..I just moved into a new house though

    Do you think its possible to be young and in love?
    hmm good question..

    Were you in a car today?
    not yet. it's 8am

    Can you make brownies without looking at the instructions?
    no

    What was the last beverage you had?
    coffee

    What is your current mood?
    tired

    Has anyone ever sang to you?
    oooh yeah.

    Did someone make you smile lately?
    yes

    Whose voice did you first hear today?
    Matt Nathanson

    Do you want to get married and have children one day?
    hmm..that's a maybe

    Can you fix your car if something is wrong with it?
    definitely not..i can change a tire maybe

    Are you taller than 5'7?
    definitely not

    Have you thought about an ex today?
    read my LJ..yes

    Relationships or one night stands?
    relationships

    Could you cry right now?
    probably.

    Do you believe in karma?
    hehe yes.

    Did you have a good birthday this year?
    Yes indeedydo

    Are you okay with the life you live?
    yep

    Did you say "fuck" today?
    actually yes..it was like "fuck" I have a class at 9am

    Do you smoke weed everyday?
    no.

    Does anybody hate you?
    I'd like to say no

    Do you give up easily?
    Never!

    Where do you go when you want to be alone?
    recently out to the pool on the diving board or the swing

    Did you enjoy your summer?
    last summer?yep..can't wait for this summer

    Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
    i would have probably started my spanish paper

    What guy do you go to when you're upset?
    usually Chris but the other day it was John. I go to Joey sometimes too

    What about girls?
    Definitely Michelle and Britt

    Have you ever told your mom/dad you were in love?
    nope

    Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
    most of the time

    What is your biggest regret?
    don't have any

    Have you ever kissed anyone with a tounge ring?
    nope. had a guy ask me if he had a better chance of dating me with a tongue ring though

    Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
    no

    Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
    not really

    Would you ever date someone who was gorgeous but they had a conceited attitude?
    no

    Do you currently have any hickeys?
    nope

    Have you ever cried from being so mad?
    oooh yeah

    Do you have trust issues?
    definitely..easy when you find out one of your best friends hated you for years

    Expecting something to change in the next month?
    yep

    Are you the type of person who is often in off and on relationships?
    ya because I hate having to settle down. It's a subconscious thing though

    Have you kissed anyone in the last month?
    hmm nope

    Is there anyone of the opposite sex who tends to mess with your head?
    yep

    Where do you go to buy your clothes?
    I like Belks and JC Penney

    Is it hard for you to open up about your feelings?
    sometimes..only to some people

    How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
    18

    Have you talked about marriage with another person?
    yes

    Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
    i am

    Is the last person you kissed older than you?
    nope

    Do you believe exes can be friends?
    apparently it's hard

    Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/ boyfriend?
    yes..kind of

    Is it easy for you to lie?
    no

    Do you know anyone in prison?
    no

    Do you miss the way things used to be?
    sometimes

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

  • another survey

    ha yeah so I know I just posted that really short thing but I'm really bored and already read everyone's xanga's..soooo (another survey from danielle's xanga ...lol)

    Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
    yep. he's amazing


    Who was the last boy to tell you, you looked beautiful/cute?
    Josh


    Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
    nope..and he's tried so I know that's a fact lol


    What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
    iming Josh probably..or updating my LJ


    Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
    Josh


    Last restaurant you went to?
    oh goodness..probably this pizza place in ohio


    Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
    michelle


    Did you have an exciting last weekend?
    yep yep.. I got to hang out with the family in Ohio!!


    Have you ever crawled through a window?
    lol yes actually


    What do you spend most of your money on?
    umm clothes..or shoes..probably clothes..no definitely technology

    Where were you at 1AM sunday morning?
    packing


    Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
    yes.


    Do you like yourself?
    yep


    Have you ever dyed your hair?
    ooooh yeah


    Are you wearing a necklace?
    not at the moment


    Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
    umm..idk ..if I've messed things up with you..tell me and we can work things out
    ..I haven't talked to some people in a loooong time


    Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
    maybe..If I could go to the past I'd tell myself to change my priorites
    && that God is always more important

    Are you an emotional person?
    yeah I guess


    What's something that can always make you feel better?
    writing a song


    Did your parents spoil you as a child?
    nope


    Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
    yeah...


    How's your heart lately?
    it's doing pretty great.


    Are you a cuddler?
    mmhmm.


    Will this weekend be a good one?
    yeah I think so


    What do you want right now?
    sleep & to go do something with Josh


    Who can always cheer you up?
    Michelle & Brit..and well pretty much any of my friends


    Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
    ha


    Who hugged you last?
    umm...idk..maybe my cousin


    Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
    yeah..


    Are you a kissable person?
    i guess..


    Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
    oooh yeah


    Who is the last person to tell you they miss you?
    either brit or josh


    Who was the last person to come to your house?
    anthony


    Look behind you, what do you see?
    christmas tree

    Have you ever worked in a food place?
    nope


    What would you name your future daughter?
    ..if I have kids..I'd definitely name my daughter Virginia after my grandmother and my mother and my grandmother's mother..it was a tradition in my family until I was born


    Who and where was the last concert you went to?
    The Christmas Special. downtown


    Whens the next time you will see your bf/gf?
    no idea


    Any summer plans for 2009?
    yep. NYU and brevard

    What did you eat for lunch today?
    breaksticks


    Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
    (well today really..but) New Years Eve party
    & talking to Josh & video game
    && A LOT OF HOMEWORK :(

    The last song you heard?
    no idea


    What do you think of love?
    it kinda scares and facinates me.


    Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
    yeah..well kinda


    If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?
    apples or oranges..I love love love fruit...probably apples


    Name 1 thing good about Myspace?
    the music


    Does anyone know your Myspace password?
    nope


    Have you dated anyone on your top 4?
    I think all the people on my top 4 are girls so no lol


    Has your number 2 on your friends ever made you cry?
    no..I think that's Michelle


    ions?
    what?


    u eat junk food everyday?
    yes.


    How often do you drive?
    not a lot..well more recently..
    I never have any time to drive

  • ...more thoughts

    so that guy I was talking about...

     

    ...I think I might be falling in love with him

     

    Happy New Year,

    Lots of Love,

    ~Lyss

Sunday, 21 December 2008

  • thoughts.

    do you think it's possible to trust people ever again after going through something traumatic?..i mean i trust people just guys are soo...i don't know, i guess I'm just afraid of falling and getting hurt again..i'm scared you know..

    guess a little time in Ohio will help..normally I would post this on my LJ but there are people on there that would freak out.

    Don't get me wrong, I think this new guy is great..and there may be nothing wrong with him, but I just..i can't trust him entirely and I don't know that I ever will. I don't know...I guess I'll just pray about it.  I won't just put my heart out there open for everyone anymore. at least not for a while.

    It's hard to trust and love people when you know that they've lied (he hasn't yet. but i know he will someday..everyone lies) and I've forgiven just about all of my friends for something stupid that they've done..this last one hit to close to the heart though..

    with love (and Merry Christmas),

    Alyssa

Thursday, 18 December 2008

  • another survey

    Yeah I always get these from Danielle lol:

    would you go out with someo ne right now if they asked ?
    i would say no..unless it were Josh

    what color under wear/ boxers are you weari ng now?
    pink

    Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
    not really..it was on general hospital and i thought it was awesome

    do you have a best friend?
    several.

    what is your favorite fruit?
    hmm probably grapes but maybe apples

    have you ever felt like you hit rock botto m?
    yeah but then I came right back up

    do you give out second chances too easil y?
    ooooh yeah

    do you like hugs or do you freak when peopl e hug you?
    I love hugs

    is there any emotion you’re trying to avoid right now?
    does stress count as an emotion?

    does your phone ring in the middle of the night often ?
    yeah..that's why i've recently started turning it off

    are you ticklish?
    depends on my mood

    what’s your current probl em?
    my wrists are killing me and i can't hang out with the guy I want to hang out with because he lives about 2 or 3 hours away .

    angry at anyon e?
    no but i should be

    someo ne just hande d you $ 100, 000, 000 now what?
    1/4 to church.
    1/2 bank & spent shopping with friends
    1/4 travels


    you go into target and have $20 to spend , what do you buy?
    probably a purse or jewlery






    you’ve won free gas for 5 years ,now what?
    now I travel all over the country :)





    when someone calls you in the middle of the night , do you remember the conversation?
    most of the time unless i'm really tired

    what color shirt are you weari ng?
    brown

    when was the last time you were truly , completely happy with your life?
    today

    what was the highlight of your week?
    wow my ap us history class *wink*

    where is your ex right now?
    don't know..don't care

    what kind of phone do you have?
    smartphone..don't really know what it's called

    what jewel ery are you currently weari ng?
    none

    what were you doing at 9pm Saturday night ?
    probably homework

    could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
    yes

    what is your best frien d's name?
    Michelle and Brittany although Chris kinda goes on this list too


    what are you liste ning to right now?
    silence and my thoughts



    if you were a crayon what color would you be?
    sky blue

    who would you like to see right now?
    josh because then we could go to the Biltmore House